Friday, September 14, 2007

:::...Ocean Size Love...:::

No One Knows

No one knows I cry myself to sleep at night.
No one knows I don't feel all right.

No one knows I'm hurt so bad inside.
No one knows everyday I wear a fake smile on the outside...

No one knows I feel soo bad I want to die.
No one knows that everyday for me is a lie.

No one knows I want to kill myself.
No one knows of the pain I have felt.

No one knows I hate every moment of my life.
No one knows that everyday I cut my arms with a knife.

No one knows the real me...
They all think I'm happy coz the outside is all they can see...!!!


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I m Nothing To You
I m Nothin 2 u ,
Bt to 2 me u mean a lot,
U dont seem to understand my emotions,
Bt still i know u inside-out,
Im so helpless without u ,
Bt i can give my life 4 this lonelyness,
Bt how does it matter...I M Nothin To u !!

Why do visualize me as invisible?
Plz open ur eyes nd feel the depth of this shallow heart...
Why do i feel like tellin u everything?
Plz lend me ur support rather than ur ears...
Why m i losing my self in the darkness?
Plz brighten my life by being a part of it ...
Why do i cry my heart out when i MISS U ??
Plz try to feel my soul....

Bt why ?
I Am Nothin To U rt !!

I Am Nothin To u bt even then i want u to SAVE ME
from my shadow cause i fear it ,
I Am Nothin To u bt even then i want u to REVIVE MY SENSES
cause i hav lost it ,
I Am nothin 2 u bt even then i want u 2 SOOTHEN my pains
cause ther is nothin else except it ....

I M nothin 2u...bt even then plz save me!
Before its 2 late 4 me to cum out of de darkness...
Save me 4m my shadow... since its eating me.

I M nothin 2 u bt ur MY LIFE....

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Ankhein Bheeg Jatii Hain

Samander mein uterta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain,
Teri ankhoon ko padta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Tumhara naam likhne ki ijazat chin gayi jab se,
Koi bhi lafz likhta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Teri yadoon ki khushboo khirkiyoon mein rakhs kerti hai,
Tere gham mein sulaghta hoon to ankhen bheeg jati hain.

Na jane hogaya hoon is qadar hassas main kab se,
Kisi se baat kerta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Wo sab guzre lamhaat mujh ko yaad atay hain,
Tumhare khat jo padta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Main saraa din bohat masroof[busy] rehta hoon magar jonhii,
Qadam choqhat pe rakhta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Hazaroon mausamo ki hukumrani hai mere dil per,
"Farhan" mein jab bhi hansta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

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The meaning of my smile


I smile
When I am fascinated
I smile
When I am scared
I smile
When I am admired
I smile
When I am dumped
I smile
When I’m hiding something
I smile
When I want to say odd things
I smile
When I’m being bitchy
I smile
When I’m a little bit shy
I smile
When I’m about to get angry
I smile
When I wanted to cry

Guess,
I can’t name it all
For all I know
My smile makes you fall

Now,
Can you define my smile? =)

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