Friday, September 14, 2007

:::...Achievement Of My Life...:::

Lets Talk About It From The Buttom



Junior KG- was an engineer in a function, had my pic taken wid my camera phone:P













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Class II:
torn do
wn a skirt of class V girl, who was Teasing me.










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Class v:
Had my frst crush on class IV girl, and we did kissed each oder..in bathroom during end of my class I..only thing was dat i was not knowing dat i had to kiss on da lips to have a score in kissing..so i kissed her cheeks and ran away..and attended the next whole week of classes, standing on a bench...hahaha









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Class VI:
Was the best flying kicker of the class, and kicked a students stomach out during a demo session...and was suspended for 2 weeks, which I told my parents dat class is going out and m not interested in going wid them..but never lie wen u hav a sister in dat school..so got caught was grounded...for 2months widout pocket money, but i love my sis, who used to give her icecream money to me..muaaaah Honey:p



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Class VIII
Was organiser of men and women combine kabaddi matches of the class during tiffin...and wat used to happen in dat....??? hahaha..leaving it for ur imagination





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Class IX
Tstd MAH 1st Smole hehehe
Mom Plz dont Read This










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Class XI
One of
My Bst Frnd Slapd me in fnrt of whle classroom
















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Class XII
after that slap i came to know dat that sh was in love wid me, she cried a lot, and we had a kiss too..after she said I love u to me.









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Class XII: Academically excelled my class...got selected in Delhi ..got parted away from my love,
was highlighted as local gunda of the college




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Gradutation

joined da part time job..and had a smoothened out life











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Software Engg,
started my virtual life and da start of all the virtual yet more than real troubles of my life..and still facing dem....







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:::...Ocean Size Love...:::

No One Knows

No one knows I cry myself to sleep at night.
No one knows I don't feel all right.

No one knows I'm hurt so bad inside.
No one knows everyday I wear a fake smile on the outside...

No one knows I feel soo bad I want to die.
No one knows that everyday for me is a lie.

No one knows I want to kill myself.
No one knows of the pain I have felt.

No one knows I hate every moment of my life.
No one knows that everyday I cut my arms with a knife.

No one knows the real me...
They all think I'm happy coz the outside is all they can see...!!!


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I m Nothing To You
I m Nothin 2 u ,
Bt to 2 me u mean a lot,
U dont seem to understand my emotions,
Bt still i know u inside-out,
Im so helpless without u ,
Bt i can give my life 4 this lonelyness,
Bt how does it matter...I M Nothin To u !!

Why do visualize me as invisible?
Plz open ur eyes nd feel the depth of this shallow heart...
Why do i feel like tellin u everything?
Plz lend me ur support rather than ur ears...
Why m i losing my self in the darkness?
Plz brighten my life by being a part of it ...
Why do i cry my heart out when i MISS U ??
Plz try to feel my soul....

Bt why ?
I Am Nothin To U rt !!

I Am Nothin To u bt even then i want u to SAVE ME
from my shadow cause i fear it ,
I Am Nothin To u bt even then i want u to REVIVE MY SENSES
cause i hav lost it ,
I Am nothin 2 u bt even then i want u 2 SOOTHEN my pains
cause ther is nothin else except it ....

I M nothin 2u...bt even then plz save me!
Before its 2 late 4 me to cum out of de darkness...
Save me 4m my shadow... since its eating me.

I M nothin 2 u bt ur MY LIFE....

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Ankhein Bheeg Jatii Hain

Samander mein uterta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain,
Teri ankhoon ko padta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Tumhara naam likhne ki ijazat chin gayi jab se,
Koi bhi lafz likhta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Teri yadoon ki khushboo khirkiyoon mein rakhs kerti hai,
Tere gham mein sulaghta hoon to ankhen bheeg jati hain.

Na jane hogaya hoon is qadar hassas main kab se,
Kisi se baat kerta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Wo sab guzre lamhaat mujh ko yaad atay hain,
Tumhare khat jo padta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Main saraa din bohat masroof[busy] rehta hoon magar jonhii,
Qadam choqhat pe rakhta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Hazaroon mausamo ki hukumrani hai mere dil per,
"Farhan" mein jab bhi hansta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

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The meaning of my smile


I smile
When I am fascinated
I smile
When I am scared
I smile
When I am admired
I smile
When I am dumped
I smile
When I’m hiding something
I smile
When I want to say odd things
I smile
When I’m being bitchy
I smile
When I’m a little bit shy
I smile
When I’m about to get angry
I smile
When I wanted to cry

Guess,
I can’t name it all
For all I know
My smile makes you fall

Now,
Can you define my smile? =)

Monday, September 3, 2007

:::..My Naked Life Is Not Shit...:::

.......~~And soft voices lie, innocence dies, now ain't that a shame~~......


Why do u wana waste time brooding over a complicated soul(mistaken by many ppl as dumb...but as if i care!!) who doesn't give a shit about your vain curiosity to learn WHO he really "iS" or "wAs"..or "wiLL Be"..??

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BUT STILL IF U WANA KNOW...
...some things abt me:
- I would kill 4 peace.. dats Y
- Im never gonna get a nobel prize
- I stoped telling lies... worst 20 mins of my life
- Im not dumb....i sold my brains
- "RESPONSIBLE ADULT"- ha! ..its an overhyped concept
- Im a Devil...ppl havin issues....FucK oFF !@!
- I dnt give a shit abt sexual orientations
- I dnt hav a religion...HUMANITY is wht i practice n peace
- I hear voices...(im da voice)
- I'll never committ suicide.
- Im not talentless..just dnt believe in show off....
- I try evrythin...coz i alwys wna say- "been THR..done THT!"
- I m planning to open a shop to sell LIFE...
- I dnt believe ur still readin!
......... if u r really...then plz
now go n get a life ....
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` evryone has a right of SPEECH & XPRESSION~~~...i respect that...
and dare u mess up wid myn

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Testimonials from my frnds

Since m deleteing my account i don kno..whether I will get such beautiful gifts as ever..so saving them here

Pavi: on this special day of u r life.... hope u have loadza fun..!!hope u hav a succesful , prosperous and a happy year ahead... !!!.. hav a blast..!!!muje treat dena hai... dun forget....!!!.. happy birthday !!!
1/14/08

Tasu:Hmmm…..”FARHAN” wat to tell abt this person…he is a very nice frnd of mine…So caring … so lovely…. Has enormous talent hidden in him… he sings very well….Once if u hear his songs u will want to hear it again and again…. He is such a good singer…..He makes dps that r just awesomes……. Really superb… bahut atcha dikhta hai… very cute,ismart&handsome…. dil ka bahut atcha hai....... plz be the same as u are now....i am very happy that i got u as my frnd....... be my frnd for ever.........take care buddy.....WITH LOTS OF LOVE,TASU...
1/14/08

Nazu :Atlastttttttttt De most awaited testi is hereFarhaaaaaaaaan Aka PoppatOur 1st meet was On threads..N In my sb we became frndsHe mistook me as sum1 elzMast tha uss din..Kyun poppat..iska Poppat BangayahAhem...Ahem...Ahem...Voice clearing..Now Lemme startFarHan KhanMela Good Frnd,Talented(He is Damn Talented)Love his dp's N picsN yup Yup Kewll Singer..Hve heard his composition was too goodn way he writes..its too kewlGaaliyan detha hei Kam**aKu**A..Next time Gaali di na to mein Bhi doongihmm..he is friendly,caring,shweetu,Idiot[kiddin] n lil dumboN a Veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Busy Guy Bt will Make u Feel his presence alwayzHey FarHan U Rawk be de same never changeHey tum Agli BAar firse ghayab huweh naBaal Naunchloongi..ped pe ultha tang ke Rod se maroongiN Qutub minar se dhakka dedoongi..Mixer mein Powder banakeh..eiffel tower se udadoongi samjheTc..Godbless youLuv,Nazu
2/11/08

TAsu:farhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan kaha ho yaari hate you a lotkaha hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooofarhannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn'come back soon..
3/14/08

Pushi:нммм.......тнє ƒιяšт тнιиğ υ ğєт 2 иσтι¢є αвσυт нιм ιš тнαт нє нαš σσ∂ℓєš σƒ šєℓƒ яєšρє¢т....∂αми ємσтισиαℓ....αи∂ тнαт'š тнє яєαšσи υ ¢αи тαℓк уσυя нєαят συт 2 тнιš ğυу αиутιмє,αиуωнєяє...(αℓωαуš яєα∂у 2 ℓιšтєи 2 υя ρяσвℓємš...)α šє¢яєт кєєρєя....νєяу мσσ∂у...вυт вєℓιєνє мє,ιт ωσит тαкє υ мυ¢н 2 ¢нαиğє нιš мσσ∂...υи∂яšтαи∂š тнє ιмρσятαи¢є σƒ яєℓαтισиšнιρš......нαš αℓωαуš вєєи тнєяє αт тιмєš ωнєи υ иєє∂є∂ нιм тнє мσšт.......му ğяєαт ğяєαт ƒяи∂...ι'νє αℓωαуš ℓσνє∂ υя ¢σмραиу....αи∂ αℓωαуš єχρє¢т υ тσ кєєρ υρ тнє ƒяи∂šнιρ...נυšт кєєρ šмιℓιиğ,ιƒ ℓιƒє ğινєš υ100 яєαšσиš тσ ¢яу šнσω тнє ωσяℓ∂ тнαт υнν α мιℓℓισи яєαšσиš тσ šмιℓє..нє'š нєℓρƒυℓ,ƒяιєи∂ℓу,¢αяιиğ..αи∂ α ğя8 ¢σмραиισи тσ нανє..ι'νє яєαℓℓу єиנσує∂ єνяу šє¢σи∂ σƒ нιš ƒ'šнιρ..ι'ℓℓ αℓωαуz ¢нєяιšн нανιиğ α ƒяєи∂ ℓιкє υ..ωєℓℓ,σиє тнιиğ ιš šυяє..υ נυšт ¢αит ιğиσяє мє..... !!
3/25/08



Madhura- FARHAN------The Devil as he calls himself as...n its very true
I knw this devil for almost an year now..n in this short span of time we hv knwn each thoroughly.
We hv laughed together
Enjoyed togethr
Cried together....N belive ME daz nt an eazy thing to do, to put ur heart out in front of sum1.There was a tym whn we both I guess hated each othr .....bt it seems lyk a miracle hw we ovr came all dat...
One thing ppl dn knw bout him probably-----FARHAN is one of strongest guy I hv seen in my life.Hes been thru a lot n still has the courage to stand to his principles.N daz one of the major reasons y I really respect this Devil
Enuf of praising------at the same tym----ppl this guy knws wht women want----hes the ultimate guide as far gurls are concernd.N therefore no doubt dat gurlzz go gaga ovr him.....BEWARE GURLZZ THIS GUY IS THERE TO CONQUER....
MAn!!!I m tired I cud go on n on...
I just want this stupid guy to knw------dat I'll be first person on this earth to go happy for his happiness....




Danish:fist wats the need of a testi[guys know the use of testis rather] farru as we call him is a nice guy but smtimes he is such an ass hole that even me who is full of intelligence cant figure out wat n why he do things his unusual way.we do lots of things together frm having ciggi to watching movies like red basket[swastik].its might sound 2much but i adore him for watever he does.one more imp thing abhi farru bht paise wala hai so all u chicks who r his frndd plz do come we wil have party sharty[paisa hamara sath tmhara].farhan is a net savvy so it makes u feel that u can learn smthing frm him [per kamina kabhi kuch batata he nahi hai.
testimonial means riting gud things per yaar jhoot bola bhi to nahi jata hai.last but not the least he is full of laughter material [per sare nonveg ] i just hope he remains the way he is rit know and plz plz farru take a chill pill n u will rock.


Shelly: FaRHaN......!!!!!


WHt 2 saY aBT DIZ gUy....Hez SiMpLy XtRaOrDiNaRy!!!!!!!!4M WhErE SuD i StArT.........HeZ a LovIN Guy N wIll AlWyZ b DeRE VenEva u ASkEd 4.....CaRiNG..,InTellIGEnt..,CreATiVe..,JoYfUl..,DoWn 2 Dh EArtH.........LaSt BuH Nt D LeAsT A GuItAr PlaYer....uSed 2 ChAnGe HiZ dP'S....N EvN StYlE oF wRiTin!!!!!!!He NjYs EaCh n EvRy MomENt OF hIZ Lyf....OnCe U TalKd WiD Him He LEft Ya WId LOnG LaSTin IMPreSSIOn.......U Cnt IGnOrE Him...,!!!!!!!!!!!


At LaST I jUss WAnna SAY "FARHAN....JaiSE Ho VAiSe RahNA..,TumSE bAs YeHI KaHna....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReAlII GR8Ful 2 HV A frND lIKE ya...................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7/17/2007

Pavi: ah!this guy ... farhan...
totallllllllllllly awesum..!!! vry friendly..!!!his websites are ttly ... amazing.. you gottta chk em out
he is really sweeeettt.. !!!!!
thoda bahut humurous..!!! vry elegant in his talk...
he is one person whum i found really unique.!!!
thisss guy is worth a friend....!!!! trust meee..!!!!!! he is toooo kewl..!!!
simply superbbbb..!!!! reallllly lukyy to hav got him in ma friend listtt..!!!!!
he is a person... who will never bug u ... will neva leave u lonely..!!! an amzin cmpny..!!
love craze is all around himm..!! hehe lol..!!!!!!
6/26/2007

Sapna Dii: Farhan Farhan Farhan

Farhan is a friend who can go to any extend to help his friends
Farhan is a brother to me coz i was touched when i was in a trouble n he helped me saying" Di, main hoon na ..aapka bhai hai yahan" n after solving my problem he said "aage se mat rona mere aage" ....trust me bhaiya i was literally in tears....when u made me feel that u r always there for me.
Farhan is a strength to come up....when one is sinking in his/her waves of emotions.
Farhan is a joker who make ppl laugh.
Farhan is a sincere guy when it comes to love someone....in hope that someone is listening
Farhan is full of fun when he is really in a good mood..

in short he is a full package of goodness...!!!!
may god bless u and help u fulfill ur goals.

Your Sapna DI..
6/16/2007

Sana:-TESTIMONIAL PART ONE..

FINALLY ME WRITING TESTIMONIAL TO FARHAN AKA MOGLI AKA BHOOT.. HUH AB PAATA NAHI KINNA JHOOTH BOLNA PADEGA..LOL

WELL 2 START WID HE'S 1 GUY WHO MAKES ME LAUGH ALL DE TIME..HAMESHA MASTI KARTA HAI.....N BAHUT SATATA BHI HAI AJEEB AJEEB NAAM SE BULATA HAI MUJHE JAISE KI BALLOON , BHAIS N PATA NAHI KYA KYA..

I HAV KNW DIS GUY ONLY A FEW DAYS AGO...BUT NOW HE'S A VRY GOOD FRND OF MINE...WEN V MET ON ORKUT 4 DE 1ST TIME V STARTED FIGHTING.. N ABHI BHI V ALWAYS FIGHT

HE HAS GR88888 SENSE OF HUMOUR...HE'S VRY SWEET N GOOD AT HEART N SUCH A WONDERFUL FRND......DE BEST ADVISOR IN LUV PROBLEMS





Sana:TESTIMONILA PART TWO..

I JUST LOVE HIS COMPANY..DE BEST THING ABT HIM IS DAT HE NJOY HIS LIFE 2 DE FULLEST.....

HE'S SO SWEET DAT HE WONT EVA MAKE U FEEL LYK STARNGERS..

HE HAS AWESUM COLLECTION OF DISPLAY PIC'S PATA NAHI KAHE LE LATA HAI.......ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH WID HIS STUPID JOKES

ME LUCKY 2 HAV A FRND LIKE HIM......ZYAADA TOH NAHI KAHA NA..

HE'S REALLY NAUGHTY...HAMESHA PANGA LETA HAI

AB AUR KITNA JHOOTH BOLU..BUS HOGAYA NA

B DE WAY U R...DUN EVA CHANGE UR SELF..N DUN EVA 4GET ME
6/11/2007


Sahil:heres my fisrt testi 4 u
man farhan is a really cool person
hezzz jus like a big bro 4 me.....a bit of a moody person but hez really nice
once u meet him u will really say him I LUV U[not as a gay but as a bro...hehehe]
gals b beware he is 1 of the charmin dude on orkut...
n above all i luv him to call VEERU
i wish our frndhsp last 4eva n eva n eva...................................
may god bless ya

sahil
6/11/2007


Sanam:-Here m Again writin Testi for my chweeet Shona AKA GAREEB MOGLI ............

He is my BEST FRIEND, My Philos..... N Guide

No One can eva-eva-eva Understand me as he can

he is the most sweetst person i hv eva met very smart ,genius, intelli......

N he told me if i dont say all this about him he is going to ki_ _ me hehe

Aur janab ka ghussa uff tauba ALLAH bachaye ... zalzala...toofan aa jata hein

khade khade samne wale ki haddiyan kharkhane lagti hein jab ye ghusse se dekhta hein

He can do nything for his FRNDS .......... can make nyone laugh with his Funny N Silly jokes hehe

{ M REALLY VERY LUCKY TO HV HIM IN MY LIFE AS MY BEST FRIEND WITH WHOM I SHARE EVERYTHING N AS LOVE OF MY LIFE WITHOUT WHOM M NOTHING ..... LUV U A LOT MOGLI :-* Umaaaah!! }
6/11/2007


Sanam:-My chweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet SHONA!!
U R EVERYTHING FOR ME N WITHOUT U M NOTHING
LOVE U A LOT :-* Umaaaah ........ hehe!!
6/5/2007