Wednesday, November 28, 2007

:::...Missed You Today...:::



Was listening to "Ocean Size Love"...suddenly remembered the video "Why did you go away like you had never been there in the first place?"...........I could never answer this question........or may be I should say I never answered this question.....I let my best friend go away from my life with a lot of grudges.... Life is very dull....and somehow am as lost as ever....nothing interests me anymore.....a blank space in my heart...where nothing and none can reach anymore...an emptiness that's guarding my life carefully.......I find the solace in books....or do I at all??? For years and years none would find this answer... It's not like i never cared for you, you know that...and nothing's right and happy on this coast either... love is such a demon. Not that i never cared....... it's more like reality, the mater equalizer... go back to your own earlier letters, you will see that you knew about it much before it actually set in, much before you were carried away by fantasy... But I missed you today..........

:::...Emotions...:::


Sometimes I victimize myself with over-sensitivity . . . . But it's only because I truly care..... My abducted dreams are cracked but not broken yet, defeated but not crushed.....a taste of love through confused gaze, dead but not yet buried, the flame is still burning in fantasies, still longing or lost, even I don’t know…..


Poems have been written, songs have been written, pictures have been painted, plays have been staged, movies have been made and our whole life revolves around it....EMOTIONS!!!!!!


That's what we are and will be...........


Silent screams echoing inside my head........my soul.........fading at the edges..........and life never gives you a second chance...how i wish it would though....this time I wouldn't do anything that I did before....this time it would be anything that you say Farhan.........I miss you with each breath that I take........but you would never know that.........

:::...Being Unhappy...:::


After being on earth for so long, the journey started....am now somehow away from the over inhabited land...far and far away......joy ....fear....confusions....ecstasy...instability....need and repulsion.....INCOMPREHENSIBLE!!!!!! Wish I left out all the restraints on earth and enjoyed the looseness.....

Words are suffocating inside me.....unable to find an exit to express......am I that lost and confused?? A constant struggle inside me trying to understand the thin line between fake and real!!!
I still can feel the cold palm within mine.......that never want to leave you grip.....and her last words.....which couldn't find an exit either........for years I would keep wondering though .....what was that she wanted to say! I couldn't cry..........not a drop.........funny I have cried enough in past for every small loss!!!!!! Couldn't trust this could happen to me.........took me days to even accept the fact that she is not around........she told me "the world is not so black and white as you think it is.....you need to paint it as and when required to keep it flowing" ..........and I always failed miserably...........on canvas i will perfectly blend the colours in minutes...........but alas!!!!
There are so many reasons to cry.........and I end up crying for the wrong reason.....so many dreams to chase and I always chase the unsought one .....so much to achieve but I always look for the unworthy......so many stars over there but I want to see what is there in the dark!!!! So many paths open and still I fail to find my ways...so much happiness around and I end up being unhappy!!!!!

:::...Again N For Good...:::


I will release the chocked words today....
It took me good some days before I could gather the words that I wanted to write you...and in my mind I have thought a thousand thoughts which probably I would not be able to convey ever to you.....but till I can say it am not free....I have to put my love in grave and move forward....have to bid you the last goodbye..... I told you there can be a moment in life when I start getting this feeling and I leave at the point when you least expect me to do it...........reached that point ........I have always accused you of many things, have said things I never meant, have said things I meant......I fought...i screamed...i cried...i loved ....but all for the reason , I wanted to be with you...as much as anyone could ever wish ,loved you with all the passion I could gather...with all my being.........but then love wasn't enough I can see....
Had the most amazing time of my life with you baby........and you were the best support one could ever think of at the moment of crisis....would never be able to forget you either for different reasons, but mainly cause you filled me up at the time when i was so empty..............I don't know how I will ever get over you but then I have to ...I know that.... I have no idea how life would be without you...and it aches my heart to even think that we couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel together :)I wouldn't give you the reason what made me feel so bad.......I will carry the blame with me while parting from you.....It was a wonderful journey though........and will leave all my good wishes for you.......
Notes to myself : I Called it Off “again and for good”And when she asked me about love, I said “I suck”, could have blamed her or love itself for it, but thought it is iniquitous.Or may be all our life this will remain unresolved who left whom...May be you cannot see me but I'm always here.. come on..you can feel me... Expand your hands and reach out for me…you are not able to touch me!! you can touch my heart...feel the beats... a touch not soon forgotten. I am here…ready to suffer…willing to absorb the hurts from those who seem to care.You might feel am blabbering...am probably just talking to myself...trying to convince myself only......tearing and stitching my mind and heart time and again......

:::...Candle Burns...:::


"My candle burns at both ends It will not last the night; But ah, my foes, and oh, my friends - It gives a lovely light." Yes.... life is complicated.....who knows what happens when.....sometimes we don't know what we want ourselves......all the more reason to have some sort of structure dictated to us by society......only thing you have to ensure is that you don't get bogged down by the rules......remember ....no rule is absolute.....you can always bend them a little bit.....by how much....that is the problem. It is not really a question of being dishonest....we all have needs of some sort.....and opportunities...if they arise, we either take them or we don't...............I really can't judge people who stray because I have strayed myself................I only hope I never have to make the choice......but I can't adopt a judgemental attitude about it...... I think that everyone is fallible ...they just need different amounts of inducements at the times in their lives when they are most vulnarable...... Who knows what is the thin line between right and wrong, where exactly the right ends and where exactly the wrong starts....we all trust in absolute possession.....and hence.......... this troubled mind, troubled heart and troubled life!!!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

:::...I Feel Alive...:::


Freedom is when you have nothing left to lose.......expose yourself to your worse fear and then you have nothing left to be afraid of.....no matter what there is always a tomorrow......leave it when you can't bear it anymore....
Had a wonderful day after such a long time.....am truly blessed when it comes to good friends, I have the best of the lots who would stand by me in all thick n thins.......whole day there was music , music and more music......played guitar with such passion after a decade looks like......i feel alive.......I was falling short of breaths and now they have lend me a long breath to give me to make me feel alive.......
Oh life!!! How I love you!!!!!
I was taught to dream: Therefore, am the king of my imaginary planet, I am a heck of daydreamer, I live my life the way I want no matter how irrational/inconsistent it may look to anyone else, I believe in fairy tales and I always make sure people understands they are way different from love stories, I believe in Incarnation, I make things up for myself when needed, I choose my battles and quit when I feel they are not worth fighting…I chase my dreams and will keep chasing them.
Now,If little by little you stop loving meI shall stop loving you little by little.If suddenly you forget me do not look for me,for I shall already have forgotten you.If you think it long and mad,the wind of bannersthat passes through my life,and you decideto leave me at the shoreof the heart where I have roots,rememberthat on that day,at that hour,I shall lift my armsand my roots will set offto seek another land
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

:::...Waiting For Life...:::


And we wait for such things that are already in our hands. Blinded by the ignorance we grace. Longing for something more, yet there is nothing better out there. We make remarks that burn into peoples minds. Things so painful that you see them looking down from amazing heights. And love such a strong word for how often it is used. The line of deceit. A single breath on his/her neck sends messages up and down their spine. that maybe what they say is true, yet a kiss of lust is more misleading than a kiss of care. A tree swaying back in forth, flaunting the leaves that shine with life can be so comforting though to much force and the beauty can become to much. Like the ocean gathering at the rocks, so gentle though no one sees the power beneath her waves. Just one look in the mirror can seem like forever, but really it is just a glance. A glance where so much can be seen by the naked eye. Than a long observance against a reflection. The smallest imperfection lingering in the bluest of eyes, And a touch of crimson on the wrist. The candles flickering grows upon darkness creating a shadow followed by a hint of light. Revealing that sadness can be veiled by a smile. Time is only a word when you rush, though it seems it will never end when you are patiently waiting. Warm tears can fall down ones features but never be known by even the truest of friends. Cold hands, warm hearts, it plays a role in the auditions for whom will fake their happiness the best. His love, her love can fall into endless depths if it isn’t given the chance to soar. Spreading its wings so far that not even the heaven can stop it now. The stars twinkling so bright. But meaning so much more than just a pretty piece of the sky. Filled with wishes and prayers that may never be heard. He longs to be brought to life, she begs for an end. With a new meaning he walks the line, with a misunderstood heart she struggles to the ledge. A dagger and a sword compared to one another, one may be smaller but nothing says it holds a greater power. They each have a blade that can cut through, they both have a grip in which a man or woman can handle with evil or good. Either can kill a man or leave them wounded. Such as a heart no matter whom it belongs to it can be broken, it can be bled dry, but most of all it can be fixed. Fixed by a happiness that is unexpected or a new love that is willing to give their all to reveal your dreams.......

:::...I Love You...:::




I love you
Since I have not learnt anything other than loving you...
Since the sky is blue and the sun rises in the east...
Since it rains in monsoon and summers are always hot,
Since the earth revolves around the sun...

I love you
Because I usually sleep late at night but never fail to wake up early,
And saying my morning prayers is a routine for me,
Because I need my morning tea with milk,and I add extra sugar,
And I always forget to have my breakfast!


I love you
like I have a habit of reading a book on subways,
like I often get a speed ticket while driving,
like I drink water before I go to bed every night,
Like I pen down my thoughts which otherwise I fail to express...

I love you
Since I don't want anyone else to love you.....

I love you
Because of the way you call out my name"Farhan"!!
Because of the way you say nothing at all when much should be said!!
Because of the way you forget to have your meals!!
Because your timing sense wrecks my nerves always!!!

I love you
Since when I wake up in the morning you are the one who flashes on my mind first,
Since when I go to bed I fall asleep while dreaming about you,
Since I am afraid of the darkness and I can't sleep in the light,
Since this is the simplest thing I have ever learnt in life....

I love you
Because you have made me fall in love with myself,
you have made me feel so special always,
you don't let others exist in my life,
you surround me like a breeze even when you are not around....

I love you
As you keep me occupied each minute of the day,
As you make me dream even though my life is a mess,
As you add music in my life even when you are not playing,
As you say "good night" to me at 4 a.m early morning!!!!!!!

I love you
As this story was meant to start like a fairy tale,
As we met suddenly one September night,
As I snatched the moments out of the crowd!
As I was destined to love you....

I love you,
As I had to bring that man out of his shell,
As I had to show the man this world is beautiful,
As I had to tell the man this is what love is,
As I had to offer the man 'myself'....

I love you since
I am helpless in my love for you.
I am hopelessly devoted to you.
I have not learnt anything but to love you............

I love you
Since if I do not, I have to be born again ..........

Thursday, November 1, 2007

:::....Bitter Truth....:::


Love Neva dies a NatuRal Death.It dies Coz we Dont Know How To Replenish.Its Source. It dies Coz Blindness And Errors n betrayls. It Dies Of Illness n Wounds. It dies of Weariness, of withering, of tarnishing together.


Monday, October 29, 2007

:::...Hidden Truth...:::


Faking a laugh, faking a smile,
Hiding the truth behind a mask, while

my heart is breaking into pieces
with every smile that i give
That's the life that i live

Used to believe in fairy tales, thinking it's a beautiful world
Then i was appalled with the truth that this world holds

I tried to fool myself and hide behind my dreams
Tried to make everything as simple as it seems

But deep inside, there were thousands of bursting tears,
with every smile that i used to give
that's the life that i live

Ended up with a broken heart,
ended up with my life ripped apart.

Ended up left alone in the darkness, crying,
Gave up and just quit trying...

Sunday, October 28, 2007

::::....Walking Alone....:::::



I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone


My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

Sunday, October 21, 2007

:::... Missing Dreamz...::::







While musing over my dreams, I suddenly realized they are not even my dreams anymore!!!! The pain that’s slowly killing me but still am living with it, this heart still beating shamelessly…..am I not surprised that am still breathing!! I have fallen into this vicious circle of living and life just goes on…on and on….meaningless…direction less.


But what wouldn’t I give for just another perfect day with you? A carefree day when you used to be you and I used to be me…..till we b
oth lost ourselves………oh who knew love hurts this way!!!! Your never ending attempts of keeping me happy and my never ending attempts of seeing a smile on your face…….how desperate we are to sprinkle some happiness in each other’s life…


Have you ever felt you are a princess and your wishes are granted even before they are uttered? Has someone ever cried just because you are crying? Has someone ever cared so much for you that he has stood against all the odds? Did you ever feel someone is reading your silence? Has anyone ever uttered “I love you” to you through his eyes? I AM BLESSED!!!! Yes I am….I know that….

No regrets…no remorse…..I don’t care what is right and what is wrong….if love is a war let it begin!!! Only time will tell if we are meant for each other….my tears and my joys are my own…my very own…








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Life became you and you have turned into a broken glass. The more I try to gather you, the more I cut myself, I bleed and you are unaware…..the blue poison tickles the red shiny drops….under my white skin….my gaze stands broken…..everything is broken, the lies, the truths, the faiths, the peace, the noise, the silence and the heart….and I look at the ruins that remains now…broken…

Monday, October 8, 2007

:::...M DREAMING AGAIN...:::

How can I not love you more deeply than I have loved anyone? You are those words that I have been searching for, A moment lost in the sea finally found, A dream that was put in the wings Never thinking it would come true, But has been blessed by you, How can I not want to be with you every moment? How can I not want to wipe any tears from the past away? How can I not want to show you truly and for once the true reality of what love really is? How can I not want to stay? In your heart, soul, arms, dreams, thoughts, moments, memories, Stay in your tomorrows forever more? How can I not just want to love you? Love you more than you have ever been loved before……….



If I were a beginning, I would be: THE BEGINNING OF HER YOUTH .

If I were a month, I would be: JULY .


If I were a day of the week, I would be: FRIDAY .

If I were a time of day, I would be: MORNING .

If I were a planet, I would be: EARTH .

If I were a season, I would be: MONSOON .

If I were a sea animal, I would be: A DOLPHIN .

If I were a direction, I would be: A DIRECTION TOWARDS HER HOME .

If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: A BOOK SHELF.

If I were a sin, I would be: PRIDE .

If I were a liquid, I would be: WATER .

If I were a fraud/scare, I would be: A HEART BREAK .

If I were a gem, I would be: A BLUE SAPPHIRE .

If I were a tree, I would be: A MAPLE .

If I were a tool, I would be a: A PEN .

If I were a flower/plant, I would be: A LILY .

If I were a kind of weather, I would be: A RAINY DAY.

If I were a musical instrument, I would be: A GUITAR .


If I were an animal, I would be: A CAT .

If I were an emotion, I would be: PASSION .

If I were a vegetable, I would be: POTATO .

If I were a sound, I would be: THE SOUND OF MUSIC .

If I were an element, I would be: WATER .

If I were a car, I would be: A SAFARI .

If I were a song, I would be: RONAN KEATING SONG .

If I were a food, I would be: ICING ON CAKE .


If I were a place, I would be: GOA .


If I were a taste, I would be: BITTER SWEET .

If I were a scent, I would be: FINDI .

If I were a religion, I would be: SPIRITUAL BUT NOT RELIGIOUS .

If I were a sentence, I would be: I LOVE YOU .

If I were a body part, I would be: THE EYE .

If I were a facial expression, I would be: CONTENT .

If I were a subject in college, I would be: ENGLISH .

If I were a shape, I would be: ROUND .

If I were a quantity, I would be: ONE THAT CAN’T BE MEASURED .

If I were a color, I would be: PINK .

If I were a thing, I would be: A BOOK .

If I were a landmass, I would be: AN ISLAND .

If I were a book, I would be: THE BOOK OF ILLUSIONS .

If I were a monument, I would be: THE TAJ .

If I were an artist, I would be: SALVADOR DALI .

If I were a poem, I would be: A DREAM WITHIN A DREAM .

If I were a landscape, I would be: THE SEA .


I was a watch, I would be: TIMELESS .

If I were God, I would be: BLIND .

If I were a vowel, I would be: I .

If I were a consonant, I would be: R .

If I were a formula, I would be: THE DIFFICULT MOST .

If I were a Science, I would be: CHEMISTRY .

If I were a theory, I would be: THEORY OF GRAVITATION .

If I were a famous person, I would be: SHAHRUKH KHAN .

If I were sport, I would be: ICE SKATING .

If I were a movie, I would be: SOCHA NA THA .

If I were a cartoon, I would be: JERRY .

If I were an explorer, I would be: LOST IN THE JUNGLES .

If I were a scientist, I would be: LEONADO THE VINCI .

If I were a relation, I would be: A LOVER .


If I were a river, I would be: AN UNKNOWN ONE .

If I were intoxication, I would be: LOVE .

If I were alone, I would be: DREAMING .

If I were a question, then I would be: WHY .

If I were a hobby, I would be: TV .

If I were a habit, I would be: GETTING LOST IN THE MOMENTS .

If I were in an atom, I would be: PROTONS .

If I were an end, I would be: BEGINNING AGAIN .

If I were you, I would be: MISSING MYSELF.

Friday, September 14, 2007

:::...Achievement Of My Life...:::

Lets Talk About It From The Buttom



Junior KG- was an engineer in a function, had my pic taken wid my camera phone:P













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Class II:
torn do
wn a skirt of class V girl, who was Teasing me.










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Class v:
Had my frst crush on class IV girl, and we did kissed each oder..in bathroom during end of my class I..only thing was dat i was not knowing dat i had to kiss on da lips to have a score in kissing..so i kissed her cheeks and ran away..and attended the next whole week of classes, standing on a bench...hahaha









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Class VI:
Was the best flying kicker of the class, and kicked a students stomach out during a demo session...and was suspended for 2 weeks, which I told my parents dat class is going out and m not interested in going wid them..but never lie wen u hav a sister in dat school..so got caught was grounded...for 2months widout pocket money, but i love my sis, who used to give her icecream money to me..muaaaah Honey:p



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Class VIII
Was organiser of men and women combine kabaddi matches of the class during tiffin...and wat used to happen in dat....??? hahaha..leaving it for ur imagination





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Class IX
Tstd MAH 1st Smole hehehe
Mom Plz dont Read This










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Class XI
One of
My Bst Frnd Slapd me in fnrt of whle classroom
















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Class XII
after that slap i came to know dat that sh was in love wid me, she cried a lot, and we had a kiss too..after she said I love u to me.









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Class XII: Academically excelled my class...got selected in Delhi ..got parted away from my love,
was highlighted as local gunda of the college




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Gradutation

joined da part time job..and had a smoothened out life











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Software Engg,
started my virtual life and da start of all the virtual yet more than real troubles of my life..and still facing dem....







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:::...Ocean Size Love...:::

No One Knows

No one knows I cry myself to sleep at night.
No one knows I don't feel all right.

No one knows I'm hurt so bad inside.
No one knows everyday I wear a fake smile on the outside...

No one knows I feel soo bad I want to die.
No one knows that everyday for me is a lie.

No one knows I want to kill myself.
No one knows of the pain I have felt.

No one knows I hate every moment of my life.
No one knows that everyday I cut my arms with a knife.

No one knows the real me...
They all think I'm happy coz the outside is all they can see...!!!


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I m Nothing To You
I m Nothin 2 u ,
Bt to 2 me u mean a lot,
U dont seem to understand my emotions,
Bt still i know u inside-out,
Im so helpless without u ,
Bt i can give my life 4 this lonelyness,
Bt how does it matter...I M Nothin To u !!

Why do visualize me as invisible?
Plz open ur eyes nd feel the depth of this shallow heart...
Why do i feel like tellin u everything?
Plz lend me ur support rather than ur ears...
Why m i losing my self in the darkness?
Plz brighten my life by being a part of it ...
Why do i cry my heart out when i MISS U ??
Plz try to feel my soul....

Bt why ?
I Am Nothin To U rt !!

I Am Nothin To u bt even then i want u to SAVE ME
from my shadow cause i fear it ,
I Am Nothin To u bt even then i want u to REVIVE MY SENSES
cause i hav lost it ,
I Am nothin 2 u bt even then i want u 2 SOOTHEN my pains
cause ther is nothin else except it ....

I M nothin 2u...bt even then plz save me!
Before its 2 late 4 me to cum out of de darkness...
Save me 4m my shadow... since its eating me.

I M nothin 2 u bt ur MY LIFE....

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Ankhein Bheeg Jatii Hain

Samander mein uterta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain,
Teri ankhoon ko padta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Tumhara naam likhne ki ijazat chin gayi jab se,
Koi bhi lafz likhta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Teri yadoon ki khushboo khirkiyoon mein rakhs kerti hai,
Tere gham mein sulaghta hoon to ankhen bheeg jati hain.

Na jane hogaya hoon is qadar hassas main kab se,
Kisi se baat kerta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Wo sab guzre lamhaat mujh ko yaad atay hain,
Tumhare khat jo padta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Main saraa din bohat masroof[busy] rehta hoon magar jonhii,
Qadam choqhat pe rakhta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

Hazaroon mausamo ki hukumrani hai mere dil per,
"Farhan" mein jab bhi hansta hoon to ankhein bheeg jati hain.

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The meaning of my smile


I smile
When I am fascinated
I smile
When I am scared
I smile
When I am admired
I smile
When I am dumped
I smile
When I’m hiding something
I smile
When I want to say odd things
I smile
When I’m being bitchy
I smile
When I’m a little bit shy
I smile
When I’m about to get angry
I smile
When I wanted to cry

Guess,
I can’t name it all
For all I know
My smile makes you fall

Now,
Can you define my smile? =)

Monday, September 3, 2007

:::..My Naked Life Is Not Shit...:::

.......~~And soft voices lie, innocence dies, now ain't that a shame~~......


Why do u wana waste time brooding over a complicated soul(mistaken by many ppl as dumb...but as if i care!!) who doesn't give a shit about your vain curiosity to learn WHO he really "iS" or "wAs"..or "wiLL Be"..??

~~~***~~~~****~~~~~*****~~~~~~*****

BUT STILL IF U WANA KNOW...
...some things abt me:
- I would kill 4 peace.. dats Y
- Im never gonna get a nobel prize
- I stoped telling lies... worst 20 mins of my life
- Im not dumb....i sold my brains
- "RESPONSIBLE ADULT"- ha! ..its an overhyped concept
- Im a Devil...ppl havin issues....FucK oFF !@!
- I dnt give a shit abt sexual orientations
- I dnt hav a religion...HUMANITY is wht i practice n peace
- I hear voices...(im da voice)
- I'll never committ suicide.
- Im not talentless..just dnt believe in show off....
- I try evrythin...coz i alwys wna say- "been THR..done THT!"
- I m planning to open a shop to sell LIFE...
- I dnt believe ur still readin!
......... if u r really...then plz
now go n get a life ....
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` evryone has a right of SPEECH & XPRESSION~~~...i respect that...
and dare u mess up wid myn

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Testimonials from my frnds

Since m deleteing my account i don kno..whether I will get such beautiful gifts as ever..so saving them here

Pavi: on this special day of u r life.... hope u have loadza fun..!!hope u hav a succesful , prosperous and a happy year ahead... !!!.. hav a blast..!!!muje treat dena hai... dun forget....!!!.. happy birthday !!!
1/14/08

Tasu:Hmmm…..”FARHAN” wat to tell abt this person…he is a very nice frnd of mine…So caring … so lovely…. Has enormous talent hidden in him… he sings very well….Once if u hear his songs u will want to hear it again and again…. He is such a good singer…..He makes dps that r just awesomes……. Really superb… bahut atcha dikhta hai… very cute,ismart&handsome…. dil ka bahut atcha hai....... plz be the same as u are now....i am very happy that i got u as my frnd....... be my frnd for ever.........take care buddy.....WITH LOTS OF LOVE,TASU...
1/14/08

Nazu :Atlastttttttttt De most awaited testi is hereFarhaaaaaaaaan Aka PoppatOur 1st meet was On threads..N In my sb we became frndsHe mistook me as sum1 elzMast tha uss din..Kyun poppat..iska Poppat BangayahAhem...Ahem...Ahem...Voice clearing..Now Lemme startFarHan KhanMela Good Frnd,Talented(He is Damn Talented)Love his dp's N picsN yup Yup Kewll Singer..Hve heard his composition was too goodn way he writes..its too kewlGaaliyan detha hei Kam**aKu**A..Next time Gaali di na to mein Bhi doongihmm..he is friendly,caring,shweetu,Idiot[kiddin] n lil dumboN a Veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Busy Guy Bt will Make u Feel his presence alwayzHey FarHan U Rawk be de same never changeHey tum Agli BAar firse ghayab huweh naBaal Naunchloongi..ped pe ultha tang ke Rod se maroongiN Qutub minar se dhakka dedoongi..Mixer mein Powder banakeh..eiffel tower se udadoongi samjheTc..Godbless youLuv,Nazu
2/11/08

TAsu:farhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan kaha ho yaari hate you a lotkaha hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooofarhannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn'come back soon..
3/14/08

Pushi:нммм.......тнє ƒιяšт тнιиğ υ ğєт 2 иσтι¢є αвσυт нιм ιš тнαт нє нαš σσ∂ℓєš σƒ šєℓƒ яєšρє¢т....∂αми ємσтισиαℓ....αи∂ тнαт'š тнє яєαšσи υ ¢αи тαℓк уσυя нєαят συт 2 тнιš ğυу αиутιмє,αиуωнєяє...(αℓωαуš яєα∂у 2 ℓιšтєи 2 υя ρяσвℓємš...)α šє¢яєт кєєρєя....νєяу мσσ∂у...вυт вєℓιєνє мє,ιт ωσит тαкє υ мυ¢н 2 ¢нαиğє нιš мσσ∂...υи∂яšтαи∂š тнє ιмρσятαи¢є σƒ яєℓαтισиšнιρš......нαš αℓωαуš вєєи тнєяє αт тιмєš ωнєи υ иєє∂є∂ нιм тнє мσšт.......му ğяєαт ğяєαт ƒяи∂...ι'νє αℓωαуš ℓσνє∂ υя ¢σмραиу....αи∂ αℓωαуš єχρє¢т υ тσ кєєρ υρ тнє ƒяи∂šнιρ...נυšт кєєρ šмιℓιиğ,ιƒ ℓιƒє ğινєš υ100 яєαšσиš тσ ¢яу šнσω тнє ωσяℓ∂ тнαт υнν α мιℓℓισи яєαšσиš тσ šмιℓє..нє'š нєℓρƒυℓ,ƒяιєи∂ℓу,¢αяιиğ..αи∂ α ğя8 ¢σмραиισи тσ нανє..ι'νє яєαℓℓу єиנσує∂ єνяу šє¢σи∂ σƒ нιš ƒ'šнιρ..ι'ℓℓ αℓωαуz ¢нєяιšн нανιиğ α ƒяєи∂ ℓιкє υ..ωєℓℓ,σиє тнιиğ ιš šυяє..υ נυšт ¢αит ιğиσяє мє..... !!
3/25/08



Madhura- FARHAN------The Devil as he calls himself as...n its very true
I knw this devil for almost an year now..n in this short span of time we hv knwn each thoroughly.
We hv laughed together
Enjoyed togethr
Cried together....N belive ME daz nt an eazy thing to do, to put ur heart out in front of sum1.There was a tym whn we both I guess hated each othr .....bt it seems lyk a miracle hw we ovr came all dat...
One thing ppl dn knw bout him probably-----FARHAN is one of strongest guy I hv seen in my life.Hes been thru a lot n still has the courage to stand to his principles.N daz one of the major reasons y I really respect this Devil
Enuf of praising------at the same tym----ppl this guy knws wht women want----hes the ultimate guide as far gurls are concernd.N therefore no doubt dat gurlzz go gaga ovr him.....BEWARE GURLZZ THIS GUY IS THERE TO CONQUER....
MAn!!!I m tired I cud go on n on...
I just want this stupid guy to knw------dat I'll be first person on this earth to go happy for his happiness....




Danish:fist wats the need of a testi[guys know the use of testis rather] farru as we call him is a nice guy but smtimes he is such an ass hole that even me who is full of intelligence cant figure out wat n why he do things his unusual way.we do lots of things together frm having ciggi to watching movies like red basket[swastik].its might sound 2much but i adore him for watever he does.one more imp thing abhi farru bht paise wala hai so all u chicks who r his frndd plz do come we wil have party sharty[paisa hamara sath tmhara].farhan is a net savvy so it makes u feel that u can learn smthing frm him [per kamina kabhi kuch batata he nahi hai.
testimonial means riting gud things per yaar jhoot bola bhi to nahi jata hai.last but not the least he is full of laughter material [per sare nonveg ] i just hope he remains the way he is rit know and plz plz farru take a chill pill n u will rock.


Shelly: FaRHaN......!!!!!


WHt 2 saY aBT DIZ gUy....Hez SiMpLy XtRaOrDiNaRy!!!!!!!!4M WhErE SuD i StArT.........HeZ a LovIN Guy N wIll AlWyZ b DeRE VenEva u ASkEd 4.....CaRiNG..,InTellIGEnt..,CreATiVe..,JoYfUl..,DoWn 2 Dh EArtH.........LaSt BuH Nt D LeAsT A GuItAr PlaYer....uSed 2 ChAnGe HiZ dP'S....N EvN StYlE oF wRiTin!!!!!!!He NjYs EaCh n EvRy MomENt OF hIZ Lyf....OnCe U TalKd WiD Him He LEft Ya WId LOnG LaSTin IMPreSSIOn.......U Cnt IGnOrE Him...,!!!!!!!!!!!


At LaST I jUss WAnna SAY "FARHAN....JaiSE Ho VAiSe RahNA..,TumSE bAs YeHI KaHna....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReAlII GR8Ful 2 HV A frND lIKE ya...................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7/17/2007

Pavi: ah!this guy ... farhan...
totallllllllllllly awesum..!!! vry friendly..!!!his websites are ttly ... amazing.. you gottta chk em out
he is really sweeeettt.. !!!!!
thoda bahut humurous..!!! vry elegant in his talk...
he is one person whum i found really unique.!!!
thisss guy is worth a friend....!!!! trust meee..!!!!!! he is toooo kewl..!!!
simply superbbbb..!!!! reallllly lukyy to hav got him in ma friend listtt..!!!!!
he is a person... who will never bug u ... will neva leave u lonely..!!! an amzin cmpny..!!
love craze is all around himm..!! hehe lol..!!!!!!
6/26/2007

Sapna Dii: Farhan Farhan Farhan

Farhan is a friend who can go to any extend to help his friends
Farhan is a brother to me coz i was touched when i was in a trouble n he helped me saying" Di, main hoon na ..aapka bhai hai yahan" n after solving my problem he said "aage se mat rona mere aage" ....trust me bhaiya i was literally in tears....when u made me feel that u r always there for me.
Farhan is a strength to come up....when one is sinking in his/her waves of emotions.
Farhan is a joker who make ppl laugh.
Farhan is a sincere guy when it comes to love someone....in hope that someone is listening
Farhan is full of fun when he is really in a good mood..

in short he is a full package of goodness...!!!!
may god bless u and help u fulfill ur goals.

Your Sapna DI..
6/16/2007

Sana:-TESTIMONIAL PART ONE..

FINALLY ME WRITING TESTIMONIAL TO FARHAN AKA MOGLI AKA BHOOT.. HUH AB PAATA NAHI KINNA JHOOTH BOLNA PADEGA..LOL

WELL 2 START WID HE'S 1 GUY WHO MAKES ME LAUGH ALL DE TIME..HAMESHA MASTI KARTA HAI.....N BAHUT SATATA BHI HAI AJEEB AJEEB NAAM SE BULATA HAI MUJHE JAISE KI BALLOON , BHAIS N PATA NAHI KYA KYA..

I HAV KNW DIS GUY ONLY A FEW DAYS AGO...BUT NOW HE'S A VRY GOOD FRND OF MINE...WEN V MET ON ORKUT 4 DE 1ST TIME V STARTED FIGHTING.. N ABHI BHI V ALWAYS FIGHT

HE HAS GR88888 SENSE OF HUMOUR...HE'S VRY SWEET N GOOD AT HEART N SUCH A WONDERFUL FRND......DE BEST ADVISOR IN LUV PROBLEMS





Sana:TESTIMONILA PART TWO..

I JUST LOVE HIS COMPANY..DE BEST THING ABT HIM IS DAT HE NJOY HIS LIFE 2 DE FULLEST.....

HE'S SO SWEET DAT HE WONT EVA MAKE U FEEL LYK STARNGERS..

HE HAS AWESUM COLLECTION OF DISPLAY PIC'S PATA NAHI KAHE LE LATA HAI.......ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH WID HIS STUPID JOKES

ME LUCKY 2 HAV A FRND LIKE HIM......ZYAADA TOH NAHI KAHA NA..

HE'S REALLY NAUGHTY...HAMESHA PANGA LETA HAI

AB AUR KITNA JHOOTH BOLU..BUS HOGAYA NA

B DE WAY U R...DUN EVA CHANGE UR SELF..N DUN EVA 4GET ME
6/11/2007


Sahil:heres my fisrt testi 4 u
man farhan is a really cool person
hezzz jus like a big bro 4 me.....a bit of a moody person but hez really nice
once u meet him u will really say him I LUV U[not as a gay but as a bro...hehehe]
gals b beware he is 1 of the charmin dude on orkut...
n above all i luv him to call VEERU
i wish our frndhsp last 4eva n eva n eva...................................
may god bless ya

sahil
6/11/2007


Sanam:-Here m Again writin Testi for my chweeet Shona AKA GAREEB MOGLI ............

He is my BEST FRIEND, My Philos..... N Guide

No One can eva-eva-eva Understand me as he can

he is the most sweetst person i hv eva met very smart ,genius, intelli......

N he told me if i dont say all this about him he is going to ki_ _ me hehe

Aur janab ka ghussa uff tauba ALLAH bachaye ... zalzala...toofan aa jata hein

khade khade samne wale ki haddiyan kharkhane lagti hein jab ye ghusse se dekhta hein

He can do nything for his FRNDS .......... can make nyone laugh with his Funny N Silly jokes hehe

{ M REALLY VERY LUCKY TO HV HIM IN MY LIFE AS MY BEST FRIEND WITH WHOM I SHARE EVERYTHING N AS LOVE OF MY LIFE WITHOUT WHOM M NOTHING ..... LUV U A LOT MOGLI :-* Umaaaah!! }
6/11/2007


Sanam:-My chweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet SHONA!!
U R EVERYTHING FOR ME N WITHOUT U M NOTHING
LOVE U A LOT :-* Umaaaah ........ hehe!!
6/5/2007