Sunday, July 20, 2014

A Chain of Decisions

I am noting more than a chain of decisions made in past Regret, Remorse, Qualm, Concern, Sorrow, Grief, Lament, Wail, Forget, Burden, Ache, Weakness, Fall, Cry, Fail...!!! 

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Monster Inside Me

Some one said The Dark Side of the Moon. The Side that never received any light. A side inside every soul. .A side that thinks nothing is going to be right. Nothing will come even after an epic struggle. A part within us which is dark even in the brightest of spots it tries to find a black spot. Shivering, trembling from fear this part of ours refuses to believe refuses to stand up and fight ,because it knows everything will be futile.The more we try to control it, the more monstrous it becomes.the  unconquerable it becomes. Rampaging through our body mind and soul it begins to control ourselves. It makes us frightened. All that you do ,all that you fight for, all that you live for is meaningless. For this monster light doesnt have a meaning. Life is a meaningless struggle. For it,God is just a word. Evil only exists.We all know we need to fight this monster to survive. But will we? Some of us do fight against it,some of us fight a loosing battle. I thought I will win. Today I don’t know whether I will..!!!